(Reprint: Advisory Committee News - MENVI News 4, Winter 1998) THE EDUCATION OF AN EDUCATOR by Stephanie Pieck When I graduated from high school and headed for college, I had no idea what I would be doing. All I was sure of was that it would be something with music. At that time, I was torn between four instruments: the voice, the organ, the cello, and the piano. I was so uncertain that I auditioned and was accepted as both a voice and a piano student at Ithaca College. I chose to study piano as my primary instrument, doing a lot of singing on the side in various choirs and on my own. I began as an education major, doing all the course work to become a public school music teacher. One of my first discoveries was that my braille music reading skills were abysmal. Bar-by-bar baffled me; slurs looked like ties; and it was anybody's guess how I would play chords when they weren't written out note by note. I also realized that someone would not be around at all times to separate piano music into parts for each hand, and record those parts slowly enough so that I could learn them accurately. Finally, there was some music like Hindemith sonatas and song accompaniments by Ned Rorem and Debussy that couldn't be learned in this way. So I embarked on an independent crash course in sight-reading. Any music that I could get hold of, I read and played. I sang through most of that wonderful and terrifying book, "Elementary Musicianship" by Hindemith. And in the course of one semester, I advanced from struggling to read Bach's two-part inventions to playing Brahms intermezzos and Chopin ballades from braille scores. I had a tremendous revelation in the first semester of junior year when I took the classroom instruments course. When I had to teach a guitar lesson after only having played the guitar for a few weeks, my principles called a halt. If I was going to be a teacher (and a good one, at that), I wanted to teach something I knew about. So I entered the piano performance degree program. I was having some serious problems with my wrists by now, and I was smart enough to figure out that there was no way I would be doing six hours of practice a day, concertizing worldwide, and making a living! What was I to do? The only course on piano pedagogy was in the second semester of senior year. It met for an hour once a week and culminated in a 20-page term paper. It was an excellent overview, but it offered no practical experience. So I taught on a volunteer basis throughout my junior and senior years. My students ran the gamut from a professor of business law (who later adopted my first guide dog when the dog had to retire), to a theater major who couldn't tell a quarter note from a fly. With that unusual experience in hand, when I came home after graduation with a few students already lined up for fall lessons, I knew the following: (1) Bartok's "Mikrokosmos" is not suitable as a first book for beginning pianists with no musical background. (2) Never laugh at students' mistakes. (3) "Ask me again in five years" is not a suitable answer to any question beginning with "why" or "how come." (4) Braille music is a MUST for any blind teacher working with sighted students. Most importantly, I knew I had found my true calling: I loved to teach. My first recital featured seven students including two boys who hated piano but agreed to do a duet together. Of the original eight, five returned the following year, along with twelve newcomers. I had used my first summer off to add adult teaching materials to my library. (I had also decided not to make adults perform, even if their recital was completely separate from the children's.) In the two years since that time, I have continued to learn. I may no longer take formal piano lessons, but as a teacher I realize I must never stop educating myself. And as a blind teacher, I must work twice as hard as sighted colleagues who have unlimited access to print music and literature about teaching. I must find braille copies of the print music I want to use with students. I have to know the pieces I teach well. While I can play from memory, I rely on my sight-reading now more than ever. I can follow along in my scores when students are playing and make corrections for them when they have finished. I must also be very aware of what print music looks like, especially when I'm teaching beginners of any age. "What does that little curvy thing mean?" First, you must require students to be very specific about which "curvy thing" they're looking at. Then, you must know how to explain in a way that will make sense to them. My studio, The Music Suite, is more correctly a piano school. It's now located completely outside my home, and I have a very small business selling restored pianos on the side. My student roster hovers somewhere around 45 during the year and drops to about fifteen in the summer. Since this studio has become a full-time business, I am also learning about the non-musical side of being a successful teacher. Keeping accurate ledgers, sending out notices of upcoming events, planning lessons and making arrangements for student performance opportunities are all things I heard nothing about in college. Does blindness affect the way I teach? Of course. Sometimes, I am forced to work with music that is second-rate when I can't obtain anything else in braille. Other times, I must wait for the braille to arrive which postpones my teaching plans. I often ask parents to help with the first few lessons when their child is seeing music notation for the first time. No matter how familiar you are with a particular book, a student will always come up with something unexpected to ask or get confused by. The parent can make sure the child is looking at what I am describing. Parents are also good about noticing things their children do that get past me. Sometimes, they can catch kids playing with weird fingerings or sitting incorrectly. The responsibility of a teacher is to know as much about their field as they can, and then to share that knowledge with others in a meaningful and understandable way. I don't only teach piano. I teach people about the joy of music. I also teach them that hard work and creativity are indispensable if you want to succeed. I arrange music for recitals and encourage my students to compose. This coming March, the studio will be hosting its first Piano Olympics with competitions in solo and duet performances, scale playing, composition, and a "Jeopardy"-style musical quiz game for teams. When I first went to college I had no idea what I would be doing. Now I only hope that I can continue to provide excellence and innovation in music education at the piano for a long time to come.